out the window and just a fire Escape away

I can’t figure her our. Its really confusing. I think she likes me but she alway seems to be searching for something else or pushing me away. I can’t make her happy if I can’t figure her out. Why do things alway have to be so complicated. Things were going so well. I almost think relationships arent worth it but I hate being alone..

Fire

It’s crazy the way your mind works when you think your house may burn down. You start to really realize how much you love your home and that you may never sleep there again.
I spilt some milk and as I was cleaning it up it dawned on me that I may not need to because in a couple of hours my house may be condemned. 
And then there’s also what is worthy of taking with you. Should I grab anything remotely important to me or just the things I must have.
They don’t tell us the likelihood of the fire actually reaching our home, so for all we know it’s a false alarm and loading our entire lives into our cars could be a huge hassle and waste of time. But isn’t it better to be safe than sorry?
But at the same time I think people are afraid that if they load everything up to take away then that makes it real and there is a real chance we may never come back to our homes…

This should be fun. I’m excited to start posting. I need a new outlet.